Even if you don’t want to say it, trauma changes almost everything about you. It changes the way you see the world, how you interact with people, and you sensitivity to your surroundings becomes heightened. For me, all of this applies. I can’t trust people right now. I find limited pleasure in the things I used to enjoy. This makes me feel like a prisoner in my own body. I will say this, I am currently working on this in therapy. It’s hard, but I am a day closer to my goal when I put the time in.