I haven’t been active for a month or maybe 2. I don’t know. Nothing bad has happened, I just go through periods of nothing. Nothing to me is blank stages where things that previously made me happy are slowly drifting away. I want to continue with what’s meaningful, but I can’t find the motivation needed to press on.
Last night I decided to finish things I most wanted to do even if I lose interest, I’m going to see whatever it is through. I’m going to continue with this blog, continue telling my story, continue finding ways to decrease anxiety and heal from PTSD.